2014年6月13日星期五

我还好吗?



很久没上来了
因为我觉得没必要
现在 不一样了
因为不知道该哪抒发
所以想
这里应该不错吧?
因为也没什么人看 
呵呵

我现在的生活
说好也没什么好
说不好也没怎样
只是觉得生活空虚了许多

才知道
原来想象是跟显现实不一样的

很多人问我 
上课如何呀?
一定很开心吧
大学生活怎样啊
其实我的回答是一样的“不就这样咯”
因为也没什么好说
毕竟这条路是自己选的
无论如何都要努力走下去

我的人生也就现在才开始
其实 我比别人慢了2年
真的不是很好受
因为跟我同年的都快毕业了
我才刚开始
嗯。。。

现在只有自己不断鼓励自己

至于朋友呢
全部不懂去了哪里
说实在的
我真的没什么朋友
你们在哪里啊
对 我很差 我知道
可是我想念你们

以前的我真的很喜欢很喜欢出门
现在
我喜欢一个人在家
一个人在房间

或许
我选择回来不是对的吗
好吧
希望这3年赶快过
去一个比较适合我的地方

至于是哪里呢
不清楚

好啦 加油
我真的不想那么负面
可是这真的是我的感受现在

2013年4月27日星期六

Boring Life

My life is getting boring and boring and boring ....



my partner is leaving this end month
cuz she is going to study make up course next month onwards.
left me alone..
it's been 1 year plus we working together. 
2 little girls are still new blur blur like that to support the outlet for almost 1 year..
our "senior" left us alone. 
everything hv to learn ourselves , settle ourselves 
we went through all up and down.. kena scold or what.. 
we still stand up and start again.. 

Now, you leave me alone
wish I can work well with my 2 juniors lah
I'm not a patient person, seriously.
Good luck to me huh. lol

the happiest thing I can do now is countdown for my trip!
22 days more! woohoo!

Racheal, You can do it no matter what! okay?
your family is always there no worries :) 

2013年3月28日星期四

Happy Holiday Eve!

Happy Holiday Eve people!!

tomorrow is Good Friday
It's PH and my off day as well 
but I decided to go back work tomorrow
cuz can earn more money 
and knock off earlier 
teeeheeee 
:D
Hope my dear Nigel will recover soon
He is in the hospital now
cuz of the weather is damn terrible nowadays 
and he was in the NS 
training everyday under the sun 
his body is so weak 
the ulcers are all over his mouth 
he can't even eat a single thing 
been 5 days he never ate anything 
heartache 
you are strong! 
I believe you can do it! 
Jia you Nigel! 

haha I have nothing to do in the outlet today
felt so free
and felt like cooking something nice to eat for myself
what I imagined before cooking the noodles was sooo nice
but then
the end
..
was totally different ..
is like.
hmm doesn't look nice
but It's NICE seriously
hohoho..

Alright. I ate A LOT today again Failed 



:( 





2013年3月27日星期三

awh my offday approved!

After Gym

ahaha. you know working in this company is very hard to take leave. 
even take 2 off days also damn hard .. 
I really missed my home.. 
Yesterday received my mum's call she said have to go back next month to pray our ancestors..
cuz next month is Ching Ming. 
so I tried to ask my manager to let me off 2 days so I able to go back. 
and She approved! 
I'm so happy today :D 

awh let me tell you one more thing,, 
finally I have one NC (new customer) today woohooo! 
50 le ^^ 10 more to go!! jia you! 

I woke up earlier to go to gym 
yay. it feel so good after gym ;) 

why can't meet any guy there... :( 

oohh I think should be too early.
who the hell will wake up so early to gym 
crazy
but no choice I have to work 
and work till 10pm everyday 
so must do in the morning :/

oh Just thought of my Vitagen still left in the pantry and I haven't finished it yet :( 
I think someone threw away le.. 

my dinner was 
maggie mee +hotdog +mushrooms +crabmeat +vegetables
damn full 


I'm gonna cook macaroni for my meal tomorrow teeeheee :) 


watching drama alone is not good 
cuz the happiness and sadness can't share with otherss..
laugh alone. emo alone.. 
crazy 

Just watched a video posted by my friend 
she did the video for her boyfriend 
their love story actually is quite sweet 

hmmm 
I was thinking how come people's love is that amazing is that wonderful 
but mine was like 
Nothing

like uhh 
Easy Come Easy Go. 

alright. never mind 

I'm still believing. :) 

Good night, my eyes are hurting :'( 


awh I ate durian cake just now in my room 
and the smell of the room was full of durian smell 
I used my Fascinating Ferragamo Perfume to spray all over the room 
now the smell of my room is shoooooo Nice :D

2013年3月26日星期二

Terrible Weather

最近的天气真的是到没有话讲
昨天睡觉我在sweating 
很热
很夸张热

多想自己按一架冷气在这
ok,不用,买一架小小的冷气风扇就好
不过
很贵
500多after discount
我不行

今天不开心因为又没有来客
还停留在49

sad

人家往上爬,一直爬
我还在原地踏步
是时候检讨一下了
想必明天的成绩又跌几层楼了
incentives 没了
这几天,下个月要更更更省了
要买的东西又要挪后了

我觉得吼
我不会是喜欢买包包
买衣服
或买鞋子啊这些
不过我发现
我喜欢买香水来收集
因为我觉得香水很重要
是一个人其中一个重要的image

哈哈所以如果我有钱
应该会买很多很多不同的香水
有不同的新鲜感
哈哈
也是我bag的必备品

因为有是塔bus或mrt总是有些味道
尤其是bangladesh
是重到不行

Alright
明天拜三
再加油!努力!

I think tonight I can't sleep as well...
cuz uhhh.. I drank two cup of coffee today...
one was breakfast, another one was dinner :/

hope I can sleep lah
gonna take a shower first, bye ! =) 









My Next Target :D 



2013年3月25日星期一

Hi Guys!

Hey yo! I' so excited that my Blog is still here! :D
It's been 1 year plus I never updated :(

but no worries, I'm gonna record down every single moment of my life from now on.
as I'm too bored here.. and uhhh .. Blogging mood on! :D

Everything has changed A LOT within 1 year..
I'm not studying now, but working..
all of my friends seems very enjoyed their UNI life..
but they told me assignments made them go crazy :(

So uhhh.. Should I start my school life?
or continue working ?
yeah. I'm so looking forward to my school life.
But I afraid can't take it the stress :/

And the point is,,,,

I haven't decided what course I'm gonna study yet :/ 

haihz...
..
ok. Next.

I bought the flight ticket to Australia for traveling already!!
I'm going with my bro. :)
I'm so EXCITED!
can't wait!
55 days left! 

haha

DIET DIET!! keep fit ! 
jia you ohh ! :D

Next.
got my Hollister stuff yesterday!
so happy!
quite Expensive tho ._.
but never mind, I love it!

oh my god.. I have no customer today ..
my position should be dropped tomorrow :'(

anyway, I must be in TOP 10 this month!
to get ma incentives !
Jia you Racheal ! :D

someone is toooo tired and never reply my message 
sigh
never mind, I have my baby Mac accompany tonight :)
muacks, miss you <3 nbsp="" p="">
Good night!


2011年8月12日星期五

长这么大了
我才知道
原来我是个没用的人
我才知道我是有问题的人